expecting

This is almost the end of the semester.. In 2 weeks I will have arrived in Narita again, insya Allah, but it seems that the time before it comes will not be that easy.

Exams are coming in just a blink. Report deadline for my internship is also approaching, but I have just found out that I have to spend at least two days more to re-run the program. And now, after keeping it running for four hours --yes it's a huge program--, the connection to the remote kernel was down suddenly. OK, no problem.. it only means that I have to re-run again. :( The good part is, at least, that it happened 10 days before the deadline :)

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I found that everything in life seems to be more enjoyable when I am expecting something. I know I will survive these days, because I know something big coming in 2 weeks. :). *See you soon, sayang, insya Allah*
I cannot imagine if one day, my life is in stagnancy, without no expectation. No passion. Ouch, I will never let it happen!

Then, won't the life be even much more worthwhile, when we know that we must survive any difficulties in life because something really big waiting for us in the here-after?
*however, it is only easy to say... *